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19’ is a song I wrote during a time of fear, love and becoming. I wrote this song at a pivotal moment in my life, after falling into a love that taught me my difference was my power. This song emerged as an unveiling of myself to myself, as well as to my mother and the world.

lyrics

u think im crazy
u think u raised me
u think u saved me from the bullshit

u think u made me
ur little baby
yes, i’m alive
i exist

and if u love me
like really love me
then can you please just tell me this

she makes me happy
so fuck*ng happy
so why can’t u just let me live

u got me running round in circles tryna make u smile
u got me running round in circles tryna live this lie
and yeah, i’m good im okay lets get past these lines
just think twice
before u look me in the eye

i know ur trying
im stop my crying
im tryna keep this vision straight

and yeah, i’m sorry
i’m fuck*ng sorry
that u are full of this dictate

and if u love me
like really love me
u will let me find out for my own

what makes me happy
like really happy
yeah, i love you but i’ve got to grow

u got me running round in circles tryna make u smile
u got me running round in circles tryna live this lie
and yeah, i’m good im okay lets get past these lines
just think twice
before u look me in the eye

credits

released December 12, 2018
Jeremiah -- drum composition
Martin Joseph-- drum playing
Jaden Wiggins -- bass
Derrell Davis -- mixing/mastering
Isis Brown -- lyrics/guitar composition

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